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2011年2月25日星期五

Baby, all i want to say today, is. I love you. So dont feel so unloved, feel like nobody cares about you. For in this world, there will be two people loving you. God, and me. God will bless you. Amen.

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2011年2月24日星期四

long time no see bloggy~ haha finally all my tests are over!~ this week was very eventful! with a mix of emotions....

Happiness: Spent time with darling... quality time. I will remember these times forever... And our love.

Sadness: Stress and pressure caused sadness to set in.... Will we fail? i hope not. Love you forever.

Pressure and stress sets in from competitions and exams... and you. But only the last one is me willing. Im willing to take the last pressure.

Dear... i love you. I love you baby.

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2011年2月19日星期六

Me and Leon fooling around at Kallang~

Today was eventful. Morning woke up at 7+... talk to baby. :D Love it. Then went for band competition at MGS. Awesome thing, except that drummer Yixin and vocal Junyang screwed up a lil, and the amp for shenghua's guitar is screwed. BUT AT LEAST THE JUDGES COMPLIMENTED ME!!! WOOHOO!!!!
Then rushed to Marina Square for dance. ZZZ. Rushed through the whole thing, but at least i managed to learn fast. Did my own solo. And the flippy doody thing, ME AND THIHA SUCCEEDED!!! SCORED A HELL LOAD OF POINTS! My solo was also pretty awesome~ Handstand, one handstand freeze, then roll, and roll back and freeze~ haha. overall full of experience for today.

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2011年2月17日星期四

The moon's light shine brightly, in contrast to the blurred picture. You shine brightly amongst my memories, inside my troubled mind. I can only concentrate on you, the pretty thing blinding the surroundings. I love you.

I love you. I love your hair, I love your eyes, I love your smile, I love the way you look at me, I love your voice, I go weak when you touch me, I laugh at your jokes when they're not funny, I take every chance I can get to talk to you, I could stare at you forever & I could be with you forever. Yeah, time you took notice how much you mean to me.

Today was ok... french was tiring though. Geog was HILARIOUS, average class msg for us is 5.0, and for the other class is 8.38! HAHAHA!!!! But i wasnt really concentrating on my day, coz you had been in my mind for the whole day. Really.

Partly i screw up my exams, cock up my life is because of you. Is it all worth it? i believe yes. I really do. I hope that i made the right choice.... and hope you too will make the right choice. Be it any, i will wait for you. Wo Ai Ni.

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2011年2月15日星期二

Monday

Valentine's... ah was kinda screwed. DUH. Filled with tests. I waited until 00:00 to send her this sms, confessing. haha kinda failed... Ah well nvm. She won't understand me soon anyway.... Then at night, I cannot believed I actually called her at night. 2343 to 0050... HOLY. And i was already half dead by then thanks to dance practice...but nevermind. You are worth the wait, worth the trouble, worth the strength.

Don't cry when im not around. For I want to hug you, comfort you when you do.

Tuesday

Which is today... haha. school was awesome, but VERY VERY TIRED. ARGH... my panda eyes are even worse... I pratically walked the whole length today. HAHA. And im also glad that your smsing me.... :3 I <3>

I walk in the rain, hearing and feeling the call of nature.

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2011年2月12日星期六

Hi blog~ long time no see! Phew, these few days had been really really stressful! On thursday..... i had, 1 english assignment, 1 chemistry test, 1 petite test of french! ARGH. But all didnt seem TOO bad.... hope not. Oh and we had a geography mock test! HAHAA, i got 3 out of 15~ Godly Daniel got like half mark.... JOKE. Basically the whole class failed... :D

Mind was kinda screwed this few days.... hais. Of course you wont noe.... since i didnt tell u anything. But, i just realized that its impossible for me to touch ur heart, to get you. hais... seeing that u already had some1 in ur heart... then i did rather not break this. So back off i will.... and hope u wont dwell too much in my reactions towards you.

Never waste time on someone who doesn’t have time for you. Be with someone who will say “time is wasted if I am not with you”.

On Friday went to church to have cell group meeting haha~ went there with James! HES SO CUTE! lol... so went there and finally got to officially know the big man, Jian Ming. haha. Hes really nice! except when he always sabotaged me when we play monopoly deal... T.T tsk. haha so in the end Alex won BOTH ROUNDS! ARGH SEE LAH JIAN MING! D: haha~ Jian Ming preached to us about giving. Really beneficial to me, and it seems that i was right with my definition of giving right from the start. Giving is love. Very important.

On saturday, went for EESIS test.. haha i reached there just a few seconds early. haha~ the taxi driver a lil dumb dumb de, don even noe wheres ACSI leh! haha. so in the end we went in rounds and rounds and rounds. Ernest was like funny~ he was always running around. Coz hes 2.4 timing dropped to 16 mins. HAHA. After the retarded test.... ZOOM straight to church. haha luckily the taxi driver is smart this time round... although we spent like half an hour finding for one. ZZZ. But church was awesome, we talked about attitude~ However theres one factor puzzling me about the pastor. Shes nice and everything, and shes really a great person, BUT, no offence intended, she seems to be kinda commanding at points. That point is kinda disturbing to me.... or maybe im thinking too much. hmm... :\ But overall no offence meant~

Then went out on outing with zone~ HAHA SOO FUN! met so many ppl so many new frens~ Talked to Dominic, and Justin and blah blah blah..... sorry! don hav a great memory but a photographic memory. HAHA. Nice to meet you guys!

Went to Kallang Leisure park to have some food and slack. Haha everyone was like ' Hey Why are you so buff? What cca are u from?' haha and they got this AH! look when they knew that im from CO~ haha. SEE I DO CO PROUD. haha then Leon was DAMN FUNNY! the auntie helped all of us clean our plates except for his! and the auntie was like walk past us 4 times without clearing his! HAHAHA! LMAO~ so i made a bet with him. If the auntie cleaned for him on the fourth time, i will do 20 commando~ haha in the end she was like walking past already until HE SCREAMED FOR HER TO HELP HIM! HAHA CHEATING ARH~ in the end we were fooling around~ So we settled for doing normal push ups~ i was like doing one handed push ups the same amount as Leon haha~ ppl was like laughing at us! :D great fun TTM.

Then Leon wanted me to do one handed knuckle commando.... so he did one commando and i did one~ haha. Punch the ground! haha. in the end me and Leon went home first coz... something on. yeap~ sad ending to happy times. :)

Friends..... is way more important then girls to a guy. They are brothers.

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2011年2月7日星期一

I thought all was over. I thought it would be a new start. But its not. Every word u speaks.... still affects me. Quite abit. Why.

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Today... was pretty screwed. First i skipped lessons to perform... and with this a whole load of homework... hais. Chinese, physics, chemistry, math... ARGH. And i got a hard time trying to eat some proper stuff in canteen.... zz. hais... really missed you. If you know what im talking about.

Today was plain bad luck. The best double bass was totally destroyed. My mind was in a mess. Homework cannot be solved. Overslept on the bus... and took 1.5 hour to get back home. Body was in a stinking mess with the formal attire. Left my tie in the room. ARGH. Back home, ordered around by parents. Life just sucks but... I trust in the Lord~ He will guide me through.

Really don't know what's going on in my head. Am I really a flirt? Did i hurt girls' feelings? .... Am I even that capable or that good? Questions keeps on flickering pass my mind... But since i settled on the one, the one and only. I hope i can help you through your troubles. When you cry, I wan to lend you my shoulders. When the tears start welling up... my heart just softened. And ache. Hais.... dont noe whats wrong with me. ARGH!

Anyway..... TOMORROW'S GYM DAY! GYMMING WITH LEON AND JUNZHOU! COME ON! BREAK THE 50KG BENCHPRESS MARK~ JIAYOU!

I wan you to think of me as your pillar of strength, as a shield against hurtful comments, as a pole where u can hold on to at difficult times.

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Harlo people~ this is my first ever post... in a long time~ haha, so yeap will keep this updated and alive~ pratically about my thoughts and daily life!

Love is always around us, its only us that cannot see it.

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